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    Ananta Androscoggin


    Age: 54

    Location:
    Greene, Maine, U.S.A.
    What is Your Path? Non-specific personal Paganism
    About Me Ours has been a New England family since about 1623.
    Was a U.S. Coastie from 1972 to '82. Served in WLV-604, WHEC-715, WHEC-718, COTP Albany NY, MSO/Group Portland OR
    Music Almost anything and everything EXCEPT for "Disco" (it's dead, let it stay that way!), and rap/hip-hop (I won't defend it against charges of Sedition).
    Movies Forbidden Planet -- LOTR trilogy -- African Queen -- most John Wayne films -- the Harry Potter films -- Galaxy Quest --
    TV REALITY TV shows need NOT apply for my viewership. Such deliberate mean-spirited manipulation of the fools they sign on to go before their cameras is nothing which I wish to witness.
    Books "The Dresden Files" series by Jim Butcher, and the new TV series by the same name on the Sci-Fi Channel.
    The novels of Robert A. Heinlein, Andre Norton, and old Edgar Rice Burroughs
    "Traveler in Black" by John Brunner
    Likes Stouts, Porters, and Ales (yum! they actually HAVE flavor!)
    Science Fiction books and movies
    Renaissance Faires
    Dislikes The role of organized "sports" in the Dominionist Culture's teachings.
    The artificial "nobles and serfs" system of the military of this country, even though we're now in the 21st century.
    Vices Chocoholic
    Virtues "has been known to walk upright while chewing."
    Heroes Queen Elizabeth Tudor,
    Benjamin Franklin,
    Abraham Lincoln
    I didn't expect to miss Wally Schirra (sp?) so much, as I had never even met the gentleman.
    Skype ID ananta_androscoggin
    Zodiac Sign Virgo

    A not-unfamiliar story to Pagans

    Thursday, July 31, 2008, 09:01 AM EST [General]

    That this church felt it was appropriate to hold a minor down on the floor (only a girl, so that's ok, apparently), and beat her and abuse her until she says what the church members insist she says (sounds like the definition of torture, doesn't it?), instead of calling for competent medical help, is a sad note on the arrogance of the Christianist strains of the Christian religions. And I notice that the story doesn't claim that the victim was the first one to "see" demons in the church, setting off the entire horror show.

    Although it only reports that the victim's father has become agnostic instead of clinging to his former missionary profession, this is all too similar to the stories of many Pagans who were driven away from Christianity despite their desperate anxiety to continue to believe.

    I tried submitting this story information to the Get Religion website, but all of a sudden their submit URL became "server not found," so . . .

    Ananta Androscoggin
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    http://www.sunjournal.com/story/276501-3/National/Family_resolves_to_take_lawsuit_over_exorcism_to_Supreme_Court/

    Family resolves to take lawsuit over exorcism to Supreme Court
    By Max B. Baker , Fort Worth Star Telegram
    Thursday, July 31, 2008

    FORT WORTH, Texas - Laura Schubert Pearson was an impressionable 17-year-old when friends in her church youth group thought demons possessed her.

    Repeatedly, over two days, the youth pastor, his wife and others held the girl down on the floor of the Pleasant Glade Assembly of God Church in Colleyville, Texas, even as Pearson screamed, fought and begged to be released.

    They cast it as wrestling with the devil.

    But she said it was "like being pummeled by this very large group. These were our friends, people we hung out with."

    The 1996 episode left her physically and emotionally scarred, and "this stuff is still hard to talk about," Pearson told the Star-Telegram after the Texas Supreme Court dismissed her lawsuit against the church June 27. The majority said the courts can't get involved in a religious debate over church doctrine.

    Pearson, now 29 and living near Atlanta with her new husband and her children, said: "You can't use your religious beliefs to get away with harming a child."

    After the exorcism, she dropped out of high school her senior year, began to cut herself as many as 100 times over several years, and refused to leave the house. Pearson slit her wrists with a box cutter.

    Her father, a former missionary and minister, became an agnostic.

    But Pearson and her parents, Tom and Judy Schubert, say they are willing to go to the U.S. Supreme Court in their fight against a church they once loved.

    As the parents see it, Pleasant Glade members abused their daughter in the same way a husband or a boyfriend abuses a wife or a girlfriend - and all under the guise of serving the Lord.

    "This is so much bigger than myself," Pearson said.

    "This is about not allowing the cover of religion to permit physical abuse in a church, and particularly to a child," Pearson added.

    The Rev. Lloyd McCutchen, who later merged the Pleasant Glade church with another congregation to create the Assembly of God Church in Colleyville, did not return calls seeking comment. But in 2002, he said that the congregation was a "Bible-believing Pentecostal church. For this we make no apologies."

    David Pruessner, the church's attorney, has repeatedly described Pearson as an out-of-control, attention-seeking teenager who he once said "breathes in attention the same way we breathe in air."

    In court testimony, church members did not deny holding her down.

    "None of them had a personal vendetta," Pruessner said. "She was in a church service and screaming and in a lot of pain, so they were stepping forward to help her."

    Pearson already suffered from psychological problems caused by traumatic events she witnessed while her parents were missionaries in Africa, including "beatings and burnings," Pruessner claimed in court documents.

    In a 1992 letter to church officials from Cameroon, Tom Schubert said Pearson had fallen into a "terrible depression" and often can be found "curled up on her bed."

    Pruessner said the fact that Pearson has been able to attend college and is on her way to getting her second degree - something she claimed during the 2002 trial that she would never be able to do - is evidence that this episode has been "blown out of proportion."

    "One of the easiest claims to make is that someone has caused you an emotional injury," Pruessner said.

    SIX DIFFICULT DAYS

    Although it happened more than 12 years ago, Pearson says it is still hard to talk about those harrowing six days in June 1996.

    Pearson and her brother, Joseph, had been left with their older sister, Amy, while their parents went on a fundraising trip in Indiana. She was going to hang out with the church youth group and work at her part-time job. On June 7, a Friday, Pearson went to the church to help the youth group prepare for a garage sale. At about midnight, one of the teens rushed in saying he had seen a demon in the darkened sanctuary.

    Rod Linzay, the youth pastor, urged everyone to anoint the sanctuary with holy oil. They rapped on pews. They prayed. They propped a cross against the doors to keep demons out or drive them out. They were up until early morning.

    "I had been around (the church) all of my life, but I had not experienced anything of this sort. ... After being up all of those hours and involved in all of that, it was easy to believe what was going on was real," she said.

    Exhausted, Pearson went home and then to work but was unable to sleep that night. By the time she returned to the church on Sunday evening, she had been up for 72 hours.

    It was then that people believed demons had possessed her and the first exorcism was performed. Pearson said she collapsed on the floor out of exhaustion. During the trial, doctors suggested she was hypoglycemic. She clenched her fists, gritted her teeth, made guttural sounds, cried and yelled.

    "I was moving my head back and forth, and I hear people saying things are wrong with me and the youth pastor's wife saying it was the demons," Pearson said. They held her down, but after the thrashing stopped, Pearson was allowed to get up after saying the name Jesus.

    On Wednesday, Pearson returned to the church. After hearing a sermon about "putting on the whole armor of God to fight off the devil," Pearson said she went off to a corner, curled into a fetal position and prayed.

    When another youth asked to pray for her, Pearson refused. Eventually, she was held spread-eagle on the floor. She fought those holding her and asked to be let go. They said "it was the devil talking," Pearson said.

    McCutchen, the minister, then entered the room. He tried to calm Pearson and told her to "just say the word Jesus." Eventually, he called Pearson's parents, who came and took their "dazed" daughter home. Later they saw the bruises and carpet burns. Soon she began having nightmares about hands and faces coming out of her bedroom walls to grab her.

    When her senior year in high school started later that summer, Pearson suffered such a strong anxiety attack that she attended school for only one day. In October, she cut her wrists with a dull box cutter at work. She later tried to overdose on her medications. Pearson was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder. "My health was so poor. I weighed about 87 pounds. ... I was afraid to go out of the house," she said.

    TURNING THE CORNER

    In November 1998, the family left Texas, and Tom Schubert resigned as an Assemblies of God minister and missionary. The Schuberts moved to Georgia to be near the wife's family.

    Tom Schubert worked as manager of an auto-parts store but eventually got degrees in counseling. Now 56, he is retired and on disability after being diagnosed with severe osteoporosis, which has caused spinal fractures.

    Schubert has lost his faith, while his wife and daughter continue to believe.

    "I do not hold the religious views I once held," Schubert said. "I don't know what is out there. I don't think what is out there is what I thought was there in the past. ... I don't believe in demons and such. ... I doubt that God exists."

    Their son, Joseph, who witnessed at least one of the exorcisms, also struggled with what happened and eventually dropped out of school.

    He now works for a company that builds trade-show exhibits.

    Pearson said she has started to rebuild her life. "For the first several years, it was very, very difficult, dealing with nightmares and feeling out of control," Pearson said. "Getting my bearing again was very hard to do."

    Her first marriage ended in divorce, but she credits the birth of her daughter, now 7, with turning her life around. She also has a 5-year-old son.

    She remarried on the day the Texas Supreme Court tossed out her lawsuit.

    Pearson got an associate degree in criminal justice, then decided to continue her education and will soon complete a degree in social work. In her internship, she works with children from broken homes who have been in abusive situations.

    "I wanted to understand why good people do bad things or why bad things happen to good people," Pearson said. "I had a lot of questions I needed legitimate, honest answers to."

    ---

    (c) 2008, Fort Worth Star-Telegram.
    Visit the Star-Telegram on the World Wide Web at http://www.star-telegram.com.
    Distributed by McClatchy-Tribune Information Services.

    AP-NY-07-30-08 1501EDT

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    Posted By:Alan at July 31, 2008 8:21 AM (Suggest Removal)
    This girl is suing claiming that her emotional problems stem from the abuse from the "excorcism". Obviously, her problems started before the "excorcism" and was probably WHY it was even attempted. I'd throw this case out on the sidewalk too.
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    Presidential Election Depression

    Sunday, May 25, 2008, 01:51 PM EST [The Curmudgeon Cogitates]

    Having watched the behavior of the Clintons and the Clinton Campaign for some while now, I can give the following bleak assessment of how I'm going to react this fall if the available choices to vote for are as follows:

    John McCain
    Bob Barr
    Ralph Nader
    Hillary Clinton

    Should this be the assortment, I'm feeling right now that for all the good it will do our country I might as well cast a write-in ballot for Vladimir Putin.

    As much as I don't want to try surviving through a "third term for Bush" neither do I want any "third term for Bill Clinton." But this is not the entire reason. It is the wholehearted way in which Hillary is willing to twist reality in order to suit her ambitions to rule over America. She is too willing to lie, and too unwilling to face facts (rather like BushCo, ain't it?) for me to be able to trust her with anything.

    And she doesn't really put me in mind of our FIRST Woman in the Presidency, as she has never come across as a "woman" to me, more as a Corporate Lawyer type with no gender, just greed and ambition for themselves. It's as if she has decided that the country OWES her the presidency, and she won't give up until it is delivered to her.

    I used to have some respect for John McCain, but he has flushed all of it away by the record of his behavior in support of the Bush Cabal's illegal war. Nader's just simply past it, in my view, and Barr has a political history which is simply a horrific nightmare for the Pagan population of the U.S.A.
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    March 17th Proposal to the Pagan Communities

    Saturday, March 1, 2008, 10:32 AM EST [Pagan Ritual and Liturgy]

    This was a news story last year (2007), and in response a number of Pagans hereabouts in Maine (especially me I must admit) took to wearing t-shirts or other items which had a snakey theme to them.


    Source: Calgary Pagan Network Yahoo Group.

    In less than 2 weeks, it will be St. Patrick's Day. A day that St. Patrick chased the snakes out of Ireland. Well, the snakes were the Pagans. And they weren't just chased out. They were executed; Men, women and children.

    So, I've started a tradition with my coven and other friends. On St. Patrick's Day, all Pagans should wear something with a snake on it. A t-shirt, necklace, ring, etc.... This is our way of saying that the "snakes" are still here and that we are here to stay. The Snake is a symbol of wisdom and free will. Which is why the church wants to get rid of all Pagans.

    We believe in free will and responsibility for our own actions. So, I am reaching out to all my pagan friends to join me in this new tradition and to pass it on to all other pagans you know. If we can get at least 1,000 people wearing a snake this year, it would be a great start.

    Please Pass this on.

    Thank You and Blessed Be.
    And May the Goddess Kiss Your Brow and Bring Light into Your Darkness.
    Respectfully
    SeekingWolf


    Perhaps the modern Pagans of the world should adopt March 17th as the "Festival of the Wisdom Serpent" or similar type of holy day observation. No flashy parades, no drunken brawling, just some kind of observation which celebrates the very wisdom itself that so many of us are seeking to attain to.

    So, I'm proposing some discussion of this idea, with the hopes that modern Pagans will work out a way to celebrate this that makes it appropriate to create an official observance for this on March 17th every year.

    Perhaps the patron deities of the observance would be those to whom serpents are among the beasts held as their sacred ones.
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    The Rede -- 38 years on my pathway

    Sunday, January 20, 2008, 12:44 PM EST [Pagan Ritual and Liturgy]

    Survival of the fittest does not mean the same thing as survival of the most brutal, or survival of the most selfish. Being the only "culture-bearing animal," humanity has interfered with its own natural course of evolution.

    I gave up on using the term "Wiccan" years back, when people first began to fight over it being different from everything else which was happening (and I realized that I didn't fit into either side's "definitions."). I was originally able to use it on my USCG personnel file for "Religion: Wicca" because back then ('72) the term was so obscure that nobody realized it was an excuse to hassle me over.

    But I do not seem to see the Rede the same way as many. To me, it is a declaration of Personal Responsibility (somewhat like Heinlein's discussion in that one scene of Stranger about the phrase "Thou art God!"). After all, it states "will," not "whim," and of course whims are wants and not actual needs of the organism.

    I suppose that if I had to write an adaptation of the Rede, (I guess sort of an addendum) to illustrate how I have come to see its meaning, it would go something like this:

    An ye harm none, do as ye will :
    ___An ye are forced to defend, hide not thy necessary deeds;
    ___An ye must protect others, takest thou some responsibility for thy community;
    ___An thankest thee those beings who feed us, and to the compost of ancestors upon which we all depend.

    or "Go about your life with no intent to go out of your way to cause deliberate harm to any others, but when the situation calls upon you to cause harm, if it must be done for the greater good then you must do so, and step up and take responsibility for what your conscience has required of you."

    • Vegetarianism based in principles against killing (even though there are still plants dying) is an Idea I have no problem with.
    • Vegetarianism based on the false idea that it is wrong for an omnivore species to be so, I have no use for. (culture interfering with nature once again)

    All of this is of course still a "work in progress" as my knowledge and level of understanding continues to change and (hopefully) grow over the decades.
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    Fraudulent "War" on Christmas

    Saturday, December 22, 2007, 10:57 AM EST [The Curmudgeon Cogitates]

    [b]The Fraudulent "War" On Christmas[/b]

    It's the placing of the symbolism of ONE FAITH SYSTEM ONLY [b]on public property[/b] which is the problem I'm having. The annual celebration whereby the local Christian or Christianist groups flaunt their long-cherished  and unconstitutional special rights of exclusive access to, and influence over, the halls of government, and the bias to be held in the carrying out of the official duties of the public officials paid for by the taxes of ALL CITIZENS, not just those Christians.

    When the government agencies (at whatever level) will not permit the symbols of holy days of any other religions on the same public property with a Christian nativity creche, even when the officials do not come right out saying it in so many words, they are making a very public declaration that all local non-Christians are officially Second-Class Citizens, that they are not welcome in the community, and that they should not expect to be treated either fairly, or equally under any laws which are administered by that particular government. It is a clear declaration of bias in favor of one segment of the local population, and against all the other religious communities resident there.

    Far too many of the members of our local Christian communities, who are not overly concerned about the issue, see the news that the Jews or the Pagans or whoever else it was, have been denied permission to put up a display alongside a creche, and without bothering to think about what that denial means to the whole community, feels vindicated in the message they've been indoctrinated with all their lives that only the Christians have a religion. It's the kind of idiocy I have heard out of the mouths of unthinking people more and more often in recent years. Such things have become for these people, a basic assumption of how the world really is.

    Just because the other religious groups living in our country are no longer as fearful as once they were about being noticed publicly, and wish to take part in their community's public forums of the season, does not make it a "war on Christmas." What we really are fighting for is to retain "E Pluribus Unum" (out of many, one people), which is the once-central American Public concept these types of "Christians" are waging war against.

    If you read the rhetoric of many of the Christianist groups farthest to the right, they clearly state that their objectives are to eliminate all non-Christians from the territories of the United States of America. Many groups not so vocal, or quite so far to the right, are also in favor of such religious cleansing of America. Thus the "Christian Exodus" movement to turn South Carolina into what sounds like a Protestant Police Theocracy (I hear the Libertarians have something similar going on with Vermont, but ??).

    If I'm a Pagan in a courtroom in which one of the Christian versions of the "Ten Commandments" (I thought there were 618 commandments in their bible to be obeyed -- well, proof-texting in action again) is on display as a statement of the official position of that Court, why should I expect that I will be treated honorably, fairly, or equally in that place?

    Or as one guy put it, the only real difference between the KKK and other right-wing Protestant denominations, is that the KKK isn't bashful about being out-front with what their aims happen to be.

    That is what I am objecting to.

    Churches (or zealot families) can put up creches on their own property all they wish to and I won't be bothered. I also have no Desire to disturb such scenery (though I may protest blatantly bigoted tableau, and not just ones which may denigrate things Pagan), and I do not expect others to vandalize any decorations I may chose to put up on my own place.

    I have no problem with people wishing me "merry Christmas," or "happy Chanukah," or "happy Saturnalia," or whatever the midwinter holiday they personally celebrate is. As long as they're actually wishing me well, and it isn't being said as a litmus test to determine whether they'll need to smile back at me, or to begin a public stoning of the infidels.

    So don't you go objecting when I cheerfully shoot back a "happy Yule!" to you. Just because I don't celebrate your holy day doesn't mean I hate it, it just means that I celebrate my own holy day, which has its own messages of good will and hopes for the future. Equal rights means FOR ALL citizens, of ALL RELIGIONS, not just for all flavors of Christianity.

    Otherwise, these Christian-only displays on public property, whether merely governmentally-allowed, or allowed-and-publicly-funded, are examples of a very ANTI-American exercise in exclusivity and bigotry.

    As to those Pagans who are so fearful that they wish to play in traffic while wearing a blindfold, don't expect me to join you in such a fantasy world. Proof-texting reality in order to avoid knowing about the things which are endangering everybody (not just Pagans), is pretty much a "fluffy-bunny" exercise, and serves only those who are out to use humanities' cultural differences as a means to their own gaining of power.

    Just because I do not begrudge others the celebration of their own holy days, does not mean that I am going to sit quietly while they revise public policy to define my own holy days as being nonexistent, and thereby so-too making my very religion nonexistent in their eyes. Another tool in the arsenal of those who wish to dehumanize those they intend to eliminate.


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